wait

I'm not sure if I'm going to survive this waiting game. 10 - 14 months. I am on day 8 and am having a really hard time with this. If we are supposed to be Grant's forever family - then I want to get him now. It is hard to think about him and not know what kind of care he is receiving and not know what he does each day.

I will begin praying for patience during this wait. I am going to need it.

It was raining when we woke up this morning - so I nixed our plan to drive to Ft. Worth. I instead just put our request in the mail. Hope it gets there and the marriage license copy gets back here. I think we have time though...so there's no need to rush out in the rain for this document at this point.